The Next Big Thing, Week 17

30 10 2012

Usually, when someone invites me to get “tagged” and forwards something akin to a chain letter, I get disturbing images of being covered in graffiti and told something Very Bad Indeed will happen unless I send money.

So it was a nice surprise when fellow author Paul McComas invited me to take part in a global game of Author Tag, no cans of spray paint needed.

The idea behind The Next Big Thing game of Author Tag is not only for authors to share their upcoming projects, but for readers to find new fiction they might enjoy.

So here’s my moment of being “it.” Thanks to Paul for tagging me (check out his contribution here) and be sure to keep reading till the end to learn about other authors you might enjoy.

The Next Big Thing

Interviews with authors about their future projects

What is the working title of your book?

The War’s End

Where did the idea come from for the book?

Some years ago, when I was barely 20 and working in Germany, I took a bus to Prague for a weekend visit. The man seated next to me was an elderly, rather distinguished German, with military-straight posture. He was tall and slender and white-haired, with soul-withering blue eyes. His demeanor was aloof, to put it politely, and we spent the hours to Prague in strained silence.

When we arrived in the city, I glanced over and saw tears streaming down his face. I asked if he was okay. “I have not been here since the war,” he replied. I felt I was intruding on his grief, or maybe some other, equally intense emotion, so I said nothing more. He disappeared into the crowd shortly afterward. The next day, however, when it was time to board the bus again, there he was, this time smiling and animated and encouraging my terrible German, which seemed to repulse him the day before.

He deftly deflected questions about himself on the trip back to Munich, preferring instead to ask me about my visit and explain beer-making to me (hey, this is Germany, after all). But spending those hours with him, given his age–he must have been in his 30s during World War II–as well as his appearance and behavior, made me wonder what role he’d had in wartime Germany. Thanks to my overactive imagination, that led to me wondering, after the war is over and the main villain conquered, what happens to the rest of the bad guys? Where do they go? The War’s End is their story.

The War’s End is not, by the way, set in Germany or in the aftermath of World War II. I didn’t want to limit myself, or for readers to have preconceived ideas of heroes and villains, so I set it in a fantasy world that might best be described as medieval-ish. Or medievally. Whichever you prefer.

What genre/s does your book fall under?

Technically, it’s low fantasy, but I think that’s an insider term that’s meaningless to most people. It’s not a statement of quality but rather the amount of magic and other magicky elements in it. JRR Tolkien and George RR Martin write high fantasy. I, on the other hand, perhaps because I only have one middle initial and it is not “R,” write low fantasy. Superstition and perception rather than actual dragons, spells and other fantastical shenanigans are at the core of my story’s “magic,” because that’s what interests me as a writer. That and bad guys.

Which actors would you choose to play your characters in a movie rendition?

Sventevit, a career mercenary who has seen better days, will always be Sean Bean circa 2002-2005 to me. The other main character, a mysterious woman who is as troubled–and as vicious–as Sventevit, would best be cast as Angelina Jolie. Angie, baby, call me. And Sean…well. Don’t make me stalk you. Again. (Though I have to say, on the two occasions my friend and I stalked Mr. Bean, he was rather gracious about it.)

What is the one-sentence synopsis of your book?

When the battles are over, the fight to survive begins.

Will your book be self-published, self-shopped to publishers, or represented by an agency?

The War’s End will be published by Grunaskhan Books, which published my first novel, Plaguewalker, earlier this year.

How long did it take you to write the first draft of your manuscript?

I started in the early Cretaceous, so…no, really. I had the basic notion for the story back in 1990 but didn’t start writing until the characters began speaking to me in early 2002. I wrote it on and off, probably completing the first draft later that year, then pecking away at it here and there at revisions over the years, sometimes setting it aside for two or more years at a time. For me, writing the first draft of anything is dictated completely by when I hear the characters talking to me, and Sventevit took a few extended vacations over the years.

What other books would you compare this story to within your genre?

That’s always a tough one, because sometimes I’ll see something in my writing that reminds me of something else, and a reader will say “what?!” or vice versa. I do think that The War’s End revisits a basic question I raised in Plaguewalker: how is character formed–particularly character one might consider villainous–and how, if at all, can it be changed? Also, as in Plaguewalker, there is a lot of walking in the cold. (I suspect because it’s where I, as a writer, hear my characters most clearly.)

Who or What inspired you to write this book?

Although the man on the bus, to whom The War’s End is dedicated, inspired the original idea for the story, I think two very different catalysts actually got me writing it. The September 11 attacks and subsequent invasions of Afghanistan and Iraq provided sharp and terrible reminders that one person’s hero is another’s villain, and that we as humans have an amazing capacity to put on blinders when it comes to committing atrocities against other humans. Watching the events unfold stirred that memory of sitting beside a man that I suspect had witnessed–and committed–horrible acts in wartime.

On a more personal note, I was diagnosed with cancer in 2000, and by September 2001 I’d had two surgeries, months of chemotherapy and weeks of radiation. Throughout my cancer treatment, I felt I was at war with my own personal invader. I didn’t realize it at the time, but looking back now I can see that, as treatment ended and I entered this new and uncertain world of being a “survivor,” I felt suddenly unfocused. I had mustered everything I had to fight an enemy, and the enemy was gone. It’s only been recently, while editing The War’s End, that I see my own feelings reflected in the characters’ sense of “well, now what do I do?”

What else about your book might pique the reader’s interest?

It’s got more sex than Plaguewalker! (A few readers have mentioned their disappointment that Marcus, Plaguewalker‘s protagonist, wasn’t luckier with the ladies.) But seriously, I write the stories I want to read. And, while I enjoy character studies, I lose patience if nothing happens page after page after page. I’d like to think The War’s End combines the best elements of getting inside a character’s head with action, intrigue and humor.

Has your interest indeed been piqued? Watch this site, as well as The War’s End official home, for updates and sample chapters. And be sure to check out these authors, who’ve all agreed to take up The Next Big Thing baton:

Catherine Fitzpatrick, author of deliciously detailed American historical fiction

Rachel Waxman, new YA author whose debut is a page-turner

Ryanne Skalberg, tutu-wearing Iowa girl and Antarctic explorer with tons of stories to share

Thanks as always for reading!

Catching Up

22 06 2012

I’m afraid I’ve been terrible at updating this blog, but when I’m not working at my job–keeping the winter-over community of McMurdo Station fed–I’m busy learning how to market my historical novel Plaguewalker, jumping into the coldest water on earth and ogling tins of preserved rhubarb meant for one Robert Falcon Scott.

It’s all been very exciting but doesn’t exactly allow for much blog time.

I hope to update my links page soon, and also to tinker with this site’s design. But my biggest project the next few months, in addition to spreading the word about Plaguewalker (hey, all five star reviews on Amazon, and no, they’re not all family and friends!), will be doing the final edit on the first of my fantasy novels, The War’s End.

So stay tuned. In the words of David Bowie, “I don’t know where I’m going from here, but I promise it won’t be boring.”

And thanks, as always, for reading.

Self-portrait, 22 June 2012, 2pm local time, McMurdo Station (lights in background)


To the Memory of Sister Petrina: Now I Understand

9 06 2012

[This is a cross-posting from, the site dedicated to my recently published novel.]

Aside from a brief flirtation with the public education system in kindergarten, all of my pre-college years were spent in Catholic schools. My three years of high school were memorable most for being branded a troublemaker at the same time that more than one nun actively recruited me to “follow Jesus and accept my vocation.”

Uhm, no.

Aside: I would have made a terrible nun. Oh my gods, I would have been, like, the worst nun ever. I would have been the first nun to go on a homicidal rampage, of this I am certain. Living with a bunch of women, never able to hang out with guys (whose company I generally prefer to chicks)?! No angry, loud music? No moshing? Bad hair cuts and sensible shoes?! My life centered around a belief system for which I had more questions than faith, when even at the age of eight I was repeatedly told to stop being such a doubting Thomas?! Sensible shoes?!?

Anyway…the fact that they tried to recruit me more than most of their students actually reinforced my skepticism about the whole deal, but that’s a topic for another post.

Right now I want to talk about one nun in particular.

No, not Sister Mary Geis, the closest thing I had to a mentor and the only Sister of Mercy who did not object to me listening to Sisters of Mercy; who admitted, quietly, that she thought my fantastic fuchsia mullet in junior year, the one that almost got me expelled, was actually quite becoming; whose gentle but relentless prodding led me to consider a career in journalism, where asking questions was kind of, you know, a good thing. She was a smart woman in more ways than one, and I hope the afterlife is everything she wanted it to be.

And this post is not about Schwester Anna Fritzman, who cultivated in me an almost fetishist love of hearing the German language. Doch!

Nor is it about the much-feared Hermana Veronica, dominatrix of the Spanish classroom, with black eyes and a severe black brow. She could actually control the weather. No, really. More than once, she’d catch someone cheating, or some brave soul would suggest we move class outside to celebrate the bright, sunny spring day, and her dead shark eyes would turn on that unlucky girl and, seriously the sky would blacken. Cue thunderclap and bolt of lightning.

I am not making this up.

No, it’s my freshman year English teacher I’ve been thinking of quite a bit recently.

Sister Petrina was well into her 80s when she opened her lair to the 14 of us smug, self-assured First Year English Honors students. My high school’s main building was kind of a ridiculously cool (in retrospect) neo-gothic sprawl of gray stone, built into a steep, forested hillside. It loomed over the highway and strip mall far below it like a castle, and in winter its ice-licked exterior stone stairs were a nightmare.

Sister Petrina’s class was at the back corner, on the bottom floor, built almost into the hill itself, with only one narrow view out the north side to trees and sunlight. The desks and chairs were wooden hulks blackened with age, and I remember the lighting was always gloomy. It was, I would argue, the most medieval corner of campus.

And some people wonder where I get my writing inspirations from.

Looking back, I feel I can safely diagnose Sister Petrina as more than a few steps down the flight of stairs that is Alzheimer’s. I’m not being flip. She was absent-minded and erratic, and often seemed to forget we were there, losing her train of thought and staring out the window for long, silent minutes. Sometimes, out of nowhere, she would break into a broad smile and titter like a schoolgirl who had just heard a naughty joke. Other times she would screech at us, without provocation, slamming her ruler down on her desk with alarming force.

As an educator, she was wanting. I remember almost none of our reading list or assignments, aside from the time she told us to write a critique of a literary criticism of our choice, and, completely uninterested, I made up a book critiquing The Scarlet Letter  (“authored” by John Mellor, Joe Strummer’s real name! Ha! I thought myself such a clever little monster!) and spouted two pages of big word gibberish on it. I got an A+.

But there are two moments I remember about Sister Petrina, one more relevant to my writing than the other.

The irrelevant moment came when we learned she had failed her driver’s test. Her driver’s license was apparently something she wanted very badly, and had never had, but when she took the road test she not only didn’t pass, she failed every element of the test. According to the driver’s ed students who witnessed the debacle, after learning the news, she sat in the car and cried for a long time.

We laughed. Callous little shits we were, we had a good long cackle over that, and the crueler among us made sure to gloat over our own middling driving skills in front of her. I was not one of the gloaters, and, quite frankly, even as I laughed I felt kind of bad for her without understanding why. Only later, away from the vicious meangirls, did I consider for the first time that she was human, deserving of empathy, not some ridiculous caricature to be loathed and mocked.

I still think about laughing, how wrong it felt at the time. I suppose it was one of the first moments I had when my nascent adult self, feeling the first tingle of grown-up empathy, looked at my teenage self and shook her head in disappointment.

And I think about the other Sister Petrina moment I’ve carried with me, especially when discussing books or movies or shows with people.

I do not like leading men. I much prefer character actors to the pretty ones, and villains, at least the interesting ones, to heroes.

I felt bad for all the orcs who got killed in Lord of the Rings. And don’t even get me started about how heartbroken I was over the Ringwraiths and their fellbeasts at the Black Gates. Favorite member of the Fellowship? Oh, the flawed and doomed Boromir, for certain. Like there’s even a choice.

I believe my love for the shark in Jaws and also Darth Vader is already well-established on this blog. My second favorite Star Wars character was Boba Fett and in Jaws it was undoubtedly the intimidating and somewhat insane–with good reason– salty fisherman Quint.

Watching the HBO series Game of Thrones and having read the first four of the books, my favorite character hands-down is The Hound. (For those of you unfamiliar with either the show or novels, he is a big, brutal warrior with a bad attitude–well, you’d be a bit irritable too if your sociopath brother stuck your face in a fire as a child, leaving you horribly scarred.)

When it comes to my own writing, well, I write what I want to read, so it’s no surprise my leading men are often the characters who, in another novel, would be the conventional bad guys.

Several people have remarked, during or after reading Plaguewalker, that they felt they should dislike, even hate, Marcus, but that they ended up either loving him or, at the very least, feeling sympathy for him. One friend emailed me to say “stop making me like him so much!” Er, too late, the book being done and all.

Marcus is indeed not a nice guy, even for his time. You could argue his horrible upbringing and the isolation and ugliness of the occupation he was raised into made him largely what he is, but he’s not exactly driven to improve his character, either. When the reader meets him, he is completely indifferent to the feelings of others, including those–especially those–who suffer at his hands.

Leading a prisoner to the Rabenstein, Marcus is more worried about repairs than the cries of the condemned whose head he’s about to lop off with his sword:

Behind me, the woman begins to sob again.

The Rabenstein is but fifty paces from us now. It is nothing but a platform of wood raised on mortared stones. Off the near side is a beam projecting from a post only inches taller than I, its wood splattered with old, burned pitch. As I mount the platform I notice that age has cracked the post near its base.

Jorg and I should fix that before spring.

That’s actually one of my favorite moments in the book, because I think it says everything you need to know about Marcus, an extremely practical man, inured to others’ suffering but more than a little, shall we say, detail-oriented about his work, not out of sadism but rather a kind of pride.

Marcus is also no friend of women. Charged with running the local brothel–his right as the town’s Scharfrichter–he treats the women like property and still considers himself an improvement for them over his drunken predecessor:

I pull her outside, down the stairs on her knees, and throw her headfirst into a snowbank. She is lucky I am not given to anger, for I could do far worse.

Have I mentioned Marcus is a master of understatement?

Yet, despite his often violent actions, Marcus is a vulnerable man–as all truly interesting villains must be.

In another of my favorite Plaguewalker moments, Marcus gets jumped by four men and, despite his size and skill in the torture chamber, he gets clobbered. He never learned to fight because as a child he never rough-housed with other boys–no one wanted to play with the executioner’s son. Later in the book, realizing he’s about to get into another fight, he tucks tail and runs:

I do not want to brawl. I don’t know how. And though I carry a sword, I know how to use it for only one thing.

When I talk about my favorite bits of Plaguewalker, by the way, I mean as a reader, not some self-congratulatory egomaniac of a writer. I write what I want to read. I wrote Plaguewalker so I could read it.

One of the main characters in my fantasy novel The War’s End, currently in the final edit, is Sventevit of Aleman (yes, “Aleman” is a shout-out both to Hermana Veronica and Schwester Anna.  It’s the Spanish word for “German.”). He’s a mercenary in every sense of the word, and was one of the greatest fighting men of his generation. Advancing age and years spent as a prisoner of war have not been kind to him, however, and both his body and mind fail him at times, leaving him painfully aware of his vulnerability.

The other main character in The War’s End, a vicious warrior, is even more messed up in the head, though also with good reason. Her intelligence and skill in fighting are matched by a case of PTSD no less severe than Sventevit’s. Both of them would be considered villains in most other books, but, like Marcus, they are not simply bad guys.

My inspiration for The War’s End, by the way, stems from an encounter with an elderly man on a bus in Germany back in the early ’90s. I’ll share the details someday, but let’s just say my interaction with the man, who would have been in his prime back in, oh, the late 1930s to early ’40s, led me to ask myself the question “when the war is over, where do all the bad guys go?”

Because the villains, after all, are just as human as a nun failing a driving test.

Darth Vader was half-robot, okay, but only because he was horribly scarred and, well, crisped after making, er, a series of poor decisions, some of them out of love for his woman.

The shark in Jaws* was probably just hungry at first, and then pissed that people kept shooting it with harpoons tied to floating barrels. Wouldn’t that vex you?

The Hound might be driven by hate, but I doubt any reader was untouched by his almost shy inability to articulate his feelings for someone he cared about.

The orcs and fell beasts* were just doing their job, after all, and likely would have been killed by their own if they hesitated.

Marcus is an unfeeling brute on the surface, but has his own worries and doubts.

(*Yes, I know sharks, orcs and fellbeasts are not human. I’m referencing them now as characters portrayed as villains.)

When a hero falters, the reader generally thinks “oh, he’s only human.” When a villain shows vulnerability, though, who says “oh, he’s only human?” Not many of us.

I think that’s why I like the villains, at least the ones who are, on some level, highly flawed characters who might otherwise be heroic. The truly evil, psycho villains I find tediously dull, but that is another topic for another post.

And I’m not the only one who prefers the vulnerable villains. I remember one spring day, some weeks after her failed driving test, when Sister Petrina trailed off as she stared out the narrow little window of her classroom. I can’t recall what book she’d been lecturing on, but I do remember what she said then, her eyes bright, her voice soft and dreamy.

“I remember, when I was your age, reading the most wonderful books about men returning from the war. I never liked the hero. He was too perfect. I liked the one who was brooding. He always had a scar. Or a limp,” she murmured, then cooed, yes, cooed. “Oh, he was so romantic. It was wonderful.”

Sister Petrina, I get that.

The Devil is in the Detailed Pre-Launch Planning

29 04 2012

One thing I know with great certainty: any creative journey will end up taking more time than I think it will when I set out. Which is why I am still toe-deep in the waters of indie publishing. Okay, by now I’m in probably up to my ankles. But this time last year, when I began seriously researching how to get my novels to readers, I figured that within 12 months I would have all three out on the market.

Instead, I’m waiting on a final piece to fall in place before pulling the trigger on novel #1, Plaguewalker. Written in the late 90s and filed away (I had to dig it out of storage, where it languished on a floppy disc, and convert it from MS Works 3!), Plaguewalker is actually one of my favorite pieces of writing. It’s a dark historical, however, and I knew it wouldn’t have broad commercial appeal (let’s just say Oprah would not have chosen it for her book club). But, at a mere 60,000 words, I thought it would be a good test case to learn the indie publishing process before trying to wrangle The War’s End to market. (The War’s End is, after all, three times as long, though I have put it on a strict diet and exercise program as I review the final draft.)

I personally love Plaguewalker,* and believe that someone inclined towards dark but ultimately redemptive historical fiction will enjoy it. The protagonist, the amoral medieval Bavarian executioner Marcus, is not an evil man. But his upbringing and circumstances–and his ignorance of the larger world around him due to severe social isolation–make him into a monster. At the start, at least.

(*”I personally love Plaguewalker“…wow, I sound pretty damn full of myself, don’t I? I wrote the thing, after all. But you have to understand. I am one of those writers who sits down at her keyboard with no plan, no thought to commercial appeal, no outline, no model. The voices in my head start talking and I basically take dictation. Sometimes the result is readable but not something I enjoy reading. And sometimes, as in the case of Plaguewalker, The War’s End and The Guardian, I love it not merely as its creator, but as a reader who likes a good story.)

If I can get all big-picture for a moment, Marcus, like Kharrn and Sventevit, the protagonists of The War’s End, are villains. But they are villains forged by circumstance rather than real malice or greed or even psychosis. Don’t get me wrong. All three of them do some rather nasty things. But what interests me as a reader (and, more to the point, as the person writing their stories in order to read them… crazy, I know) is how a villain forged by circumstance evolves (or not) when those circumstances change dramatically.

Anyway, I’ve been working on the official site for Plaguewalker and just added a post about the curious but encouraging world of indie publishing, in which I now reside. You can also read the first chapter of the book. The site is new and most definitely a work in progress, but I hope you’ll take a peek and let me know what you think.

The cover of Plaguewalker, available soon in paperback and on your Kindle. And yeah, I did the illustration. Because that's how I roll.

A Great Introduction to Self-Publishing

15 09 2011

I’ve been a fan of Joel Friedlander’s site for a few months now, ever since I decided to go the self-publishing route for The War’s End. He has just started a video series, Roadmap to Self-Publishing, that I think every aspiring author needs to watch.

And you know who else should watch it? Don’t take this the wrong way, but all the well-meaning family, friends and supporters of aspiring authors need to watch it, too. Why? Because I hear so many times, in the nicest way, “Oh, you should just do it, you can get your book on Kindle in less than a minute!” I know folks mean well, but as Joel puts it in his introduction to the series, a seemingly minor decision you make early on can make or break your book’s chances for success, or even the possibility of someone finding your book online. There are lots of things to consider.

So for now, I’m considering. I know I haven’t been updating this blog as often as I planned, but I’ve been focused on my other blog and also dealing with polar madness. It’s not PC to call it that anymore–now we’re supposed to say “T3 Syndrome.” But doesn’t polar madness sound so much more romantic? What it means in terms of The War’s End is that I can’t edit the final draft when I have incredible difficulty concentrating and frequently confuse homonyms (if I type “Hear it is” or “I here you” one more time in an email I may have to stop considering myself a writer!).

Hopefully, with the sun returning to Antarctica and my time on the Ice down to 24 days and counting, I will soon regain my command, such as it is, of the English language, and get back to the final edit. Until then, thanks for reading.

Chess v. Chutes and Ladders

30 07 2011

Holy Epiphany, Batman!

I’m on the third book of a fantasy series that I started reading a few months ago on the recommendation of some friends. Which friends, and which series, is not important. What is relevant, however, is how reading a book or books I don’t particularly like often gives me insight into myself as both a reader and a writer.

I know I’m entering tricky territory here. When I worked as a music reviewer, I took great pains to explain, objectively as possible, why I felt a particular album or concert failed to meet–or exceeded–expectations. Regardless of how carefully I wrote, I’d get hate mail excoriating me for “hating” Band X or “being jealous” of Diva So-and-So or being an idiot for failing to see the artistry of Whatever Act Spin Magazine Told Aspiring Hipsters To Worship That Month. I know people develop strong emotional ties to bands, books and movies they like–the gods know I do! At the same time, however, I think it’s important to see there’s a big difference between saying “this book sucks” and “this book fails to meet the expectations I had for it for these reasons…”

So, if you know the series I’m reading and love it and disagree with me entirely, that’s cool. Just don’t mistake my dislike of the series as some kind of judgment on your preferences. As a French chef I adored once told me, when I had–once again–failed to season poached apples to his high standards, “Ah, eet eez, how you say… eet eez just not to my taste.”

Okay, back to the epiphany.

The whole reason I keep reading the series even after realizing it is, how you say, just not to my taste, is its popularity. It’s sold zillions of books, made the author an icon in the fantasy world and, perhaps most importantly, inspired passionate devotion from fans around the world. I write first to please myself (hey, I’m just being honest), and second in the hopes of telling others a good story, something that draws them in and stays with them long after the last page is turned.

As I finished book one and delved into book two of the series, I felt frustrated. Bored. Confused, not about the storyline, but about its appeal. Now halfway through book three, I realize some of my negative feelings were leaking over from my editing of The War’s End. Though I’m reading this series technically for pleasure (though small lot of that I find!) and, more accurately, for research about What Readers Want, I’m still in Brutal Editor mode, so the typos and clunky bits stand out and I’m forever seeing ways the author could have made the damn paragraph half as long while telling twice as much.

Not that wordiness is ever my problem. Ahem.

For those of you who have figured out what series I’m reading and are among its passionate fans and are now scouring this post for proof I am the arrogant know-nothing you want me to be, the previous paragraph was sarcasm. I’m jus’ sayin’. Having received death threats over a less-than-glowing review I wrote of The White Stripes once (The White Stripes, fer gods’ sake!), I know people can miss what I might think are obvious cues to tone in the heat of the moment.

Setting aside the Brutal Editor issue, I realized a couple days ago that my main disconnect with the series is that it is, to my taste, too big, too sprawling, too much forest and too few trees. There are too many characters, and too many of them are sketched out only as much as they serve to advance or obstruct the schemes of another character, who is herself only another chess piece on a game board the size of a football field.

When one of only two characters I kind of liked was killed off at the end of book one, my reaction was “eh.” That bothered me, because when a character I’ve followed for more than 800 pages gets his head lopped off, I want to feel more than “eh.”  When I find myself skimming the series’ byzantine power struggles the way I once skimmed painfully dry textbooks in college, that’s a sign.

I don’t want to read about chess, where characters are treated as game pieces in convoluted strategies. I want to read about Chutes and Ladders.

Now, dear reader, perhaps you are groaning. Chutes and Ladders is a kid’s game. Yeah. So? The Hobbit is a kid’s book. Are you going to dismiss that, too?

Aside: Chutes and Ladders, I learned recently, has roots in an ancient Indian board game (really) that was also partly morality instruction. Would you climb a ladder of virtue or succumb to the slippy-slide of vice?

There is not much strategy in Chutes and Ladders. It’s not about that whole Survivor culture of cross/double-cross and feigned alliances. I find that tedious, quite frankly (another big reason why the series I’m reading is not to my taste. I have to deal with enough backstabbing in my workplace. I don’t need to read about it when I kick back in my pj’s at the end of a long day).

Perhaps because it appeals to my Taoist nature, I like to read, and to write, tales of characters finding their own way, their struggles as internal as they are external. I like small stories where the focus is the character, not the political storms tossing him to and fro.

The main reason I lost interest in reading and writing historical fiction was, in fact, because I felt the genre focused too much on the high and mighty and the societal chess games of the period. I wanted to read, and to write, about the guy chopping wood and trying to figure out how to feed his family.

All that said, I love The Lord of the Rings, even though you could argue there is no greater scope or stakes-higher intrigue than the one Tolkien devised. But you know, my favorite things about LOTR are the moments that give us insight into the characters, whether it’s the hobbits’ awe at the sight of oliphants or Boromir and that guy Aragorn manly-manning a way through deep snow for the rest of the Fellowship.

I think it speaks to Tolkien’s skills as a writer that he could deliver the huge, epic chess game while never forgetting to send his characters up and down chutes and ladders and pull the reader along for the ride.

And no, I do not compare myself with Tolkien.

[That reminds me of my favorite quote from the kooky martial arts cult classic Circle of Iron:

Blind flute player: Buddha once sat before a wall, and when he rose, he was enlightened.

Cord the guy with ridiculous Hair Metal hair: Do you compare yourself to Buddha?

Blind flute player: No. Only to the wall.]

Anyway… I wrote The War’s End because it was the story I wanted to read. As I edit it, I worry there is not enough Dynasty-style scheming or a big enough chess game. The entire cast of named characters in The War’s End could fit comfortably in your average pub. And some of them, it must be noted, would really like that. Especially if I’m the one buying.

The War’s End is, after all, the fairly simple story of two very damaged people thrown together by events. Yes, there is chess game plotting from afar that impacts their lives, and the two main characters spend a good deal of time trying to kill each other. But ultimately, it’s the story of two once-great but now broken warriors searching for the pieces they need to rebuild their lives and find a greater purpose.

I know The War’s End will not be, how you say, just to the taste of everyone, but I believe there are readers who want the chutes and the ladders, and not the leviathan chessboard. Now I just have to find them.